Starting On August 31st I will be going on 40 Day Spiritual Journey. just know I’m ok and no social media or blog writing will be updated for 40days.
Hey Guys, today was my last chemotherapy and I must say all praise go to God. I could have not done it without him. I still have some treatments of internal and external radiation to complete but with great prayer and grace from God. I will get through this as I have with 6 chemotherapy treatments. since, my diagnose 5/8/2019. I have been dealing with stage 2B Cervical Cancer (CC). It has not been easy on a daily. It has been very difficult making my life impossible to endure but I manage to get through with the support system I do have. I am just praying for a speedy recovery for cancer free results in Jesus name I pray Amen. keep those prayers going for me.
Knowing who I am created a magnificent person created by God. She begins exploring life and no longer wanted the life she chose. So, she decides to make a change for the better in her life not only for her children but for herself as a woman and a human being. she believed she owed it to herself that much. Knowing your worth and who you are should mean a lot to a person. she said, how long are you going to live your life as such? don’t you care about yourself?
Her life begin to change the more she grown to Christ. she begin experiencing visions and saying things to people. turning her words in to testimonies, writing blogs for God, even speaking prayer from her lips more and more each day. sometimes her mind races as her heart beats from what God allowed her to see.
She said, “I am not only encouraging other for a greater good. I am encouraging things in my own life as well”. She begin thinking about the saying “The more you recite it the better it will be” or “Try, try, and try again”.
so, the more she spoke great things in her life the better it became and the more she tried the better it became. she realized less of her and more of him (Christ). caring of ones needs but stern, some say mean, but proficient she say.
She realize who she was. her life became an ease of all the difficulties that she thought resided in her path. she said it seems to become like a task that is no more difficult to fight. she endures more strength, encouragement, and most of all Jesus love for her like no other. depending on others is no longer needed it’s an option that’s not required. speaking before knowing is no longer needed its granted with prayer. finance is no longer a struggle she is blessed with his grace daily.
She looked in the mirror and notice that their was a reflection of Demon telling her lies. She closed her eyes and replied, “I AM A CHILD OF GOD” and you no longer have any control over my life. I bind you up to the pits of “Hell” where you shall stay to the point of no returning over my life. I am blessed and my children will be blessed. In Jesus, name I pray Amen. Then she open her eyes and looked in the mirror again and she seen only a reflection of herself and stated, “I know who I am do you”?
The love of being married bring so many life settings, accomplishment, struggles, cries for sadness and joy but never did it create hate against one another no matter what circumstance may have risen. the love of marriage made bondage be self-explanatory but-for the ones who may need an explanation (the support that you receive from-each other daily). my husband’s makes sure he tells me he loves me and could not see himself on this earth without me as I feel the same about him. learning from past and future experience makes your soul more compatible then anything outside your marriage.
The will to communicate, listen, and deal with the most difficult conversation. ( something you would think you would never have talk about or support each other for no matter what). that bondage of marriage is so surreal and which magnify GOD, Jesus, and the Holy Spirit. Just as I’m doing now as I press against my keyboard to express the love and magnitude of feelings and companionship for my friend who became my best friend then became my lover and know forever my spouse unto death to us apart. the phrase of “I AM MY BROTHERS KEEPER” should be listed somewhere in marriage because of the loyalty and Love that we share for one another is oh so real and I could not see myself without him or with anyone else.
Things in life can happen without your control sometime. here’s a story time. back in 2010 or 2011. And I balm it on old age if I cannot remember the exact year lol my husband was shot. However, I received the information in codes while I was at work so I wouldn’t go insane because I had to drive from work toget home where he had been shot at. mind you he was just a couple feet away from my daughter inside the home and one of my siblings while he was was outside our complex apartment. I could only imagine me being right there with him taking care of his every need and worried for the safety of my family as I was driving home. my heart was beating so fast as my thoughts begin to race about is he OK? where is my baby daughter? and well-being of the whole situation. In addition, I had to take care of that man as if I had a toddler all over again and we momma bears love are children. I begin bathing, showers, clothing him, teaching him how to walk again, feeding him, changing him because of the colonoscopy bag. therapist and doctor’s appointments, etc , as well has managing a hotel housekeeping department full staff😤. now I say that to say this he has turned the favor for me my rock and shiny star.
I am currently fighting stage 2B cervical cancer everyday since July, 25th 2019. diagnose May 8th, 2019. stay tune for that article ” Finding out how I had Cancer”. with that being sad my husband have not missed nor left me at any appointments, surgery, meeting, awareness appointment or anything. he has been full supportive. even though he has to work a third shift job he still get’s me to all appointment with no sleep until finished. so you can imagine the stress level and tiredness he has endured daily, weekly, and almost a full month of my treatment plan 😢😤🤧. It has been over and beyond high level stress for the both of us as well as me writing this article over more than 8 times call it chemo brain I tell you. not fun at all but we maintain by the grace of God.
The love of being married comes with no instructions or guides and so much more than just saying vows, I love you, and putting a ring on a person finger. It is a full time job of companionship, sacrifice, teamwork, stability, capability, courage, and so much more but those are some of the main things we do as a couple just to give you a general idea. my recommendation support each other to the day you both depart. now I don’t mean stay in a relationship that is unhealthy or abusive, verbally, physically, or mentally. please seek help and remove yourself from any situation as quickly as possible “All lives do matter“. but glorifying each other through the most horrible situations creates a marriage of strong will and nothing can come between that because it has been blessed through sacrifice. I hope you enjoyed this article 😘🙏❤️.
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P.S check out my you tube channel documenting my journey of stage 2B Cervical Cancer please follow the link https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vwAElbvw3Mc&t=2s
God I just ask that you protect all minds, hearts, and spirit and cover anyone that maybe going through a rough or emotional time that have distracted them from being focus on what’s really important.
God I ask that you remove any negative energy or spirits that me floating in the atmosphere and surrounding your children causing them to see things that is not of you.
God I just ask that you bless those that may have been trying to feed themselves or their children or even looking for jobs that will better help them support themselves and others.
God I ask that you remove any sickness or Mental Health and clear all bodies with your purified glory, blessings and strength. Lord I ask that you give them peace and reassurance that everything will be alright in Jesus name I pray Amen.
Sometimes you have to pray for others even in the mist of your own storm. people don’t realize how bad somebody else has it until they hear their story. I’m willing to pray for anyone who need me to. Our father said take care of my children and I will take care of you and that is what I plan to do in Jesus name I pray Amen.
Isaiah 41:10 – So do not fear, for I am with you; do not be dismayed, for I am your God. I will strengthen you and help you; I will uphold you with my righteous right hand.
Are you being Influenced by Groupthink
According to (Ivrin L. 1972) he developed the theory groupthink. this theory was described as a psychological phenomenon. for example, when people are in a group and not making decisions off harmony or conformity. In return, their results are more so dysfunctional because they’re agreeing with most of the group whether its right or wrong.
What Causes Groupthink
Sometimes people can be impacted by groupthink and do not realize it. people tend to not voice their own beliefs just to fit into the group. some people make decisions to do less taking while being entertained by the other in the group because they feel that being quiet doesn’t necessarily mean their are agreeing with what is going. you have to ask yourself do you agree with the conversation just to fit in or do you want to stand on your own beliefs? I always believed in the saying “agree to disagree” because it is ok to have a group discussion about certain things and agree to disagree it become like a debate and till a solution is provided.
Confused about Groupthink
Finding it difficult to understand groupthink? these became quite appealing to me as well because how does this behavior even happen? are we trying to do this on purpose? for example, listening to someone talk in a group and you didn’t quite agree with what they stated yet you still agreed because you thought that if you didn’t it would make that person either become aggressive, emotional, or difficulty expressing their response if you disagreed. this would most defiantly have me confused.
Do Groupthink Influence positivity
There are numerous of things that can impact groupthink in a positive way. for examples, think about the work industry when you have a board meeting at work or team assignment at school. They both involve collaboration create positive energy in the environment due to the interaction of collaboration and processed focused behavior because you can listen and fully understand different concepts that would best fit the situation as a team and not just one person’s decision.
Here are some signs to look for in Groupthink
- Pressure to being apart of the group.
- Ignoring that you disagree.
- Making up conversation to fit in.
- Thinking that your opinions is the only solution.
- Someone one become aggressive or angry because they do not agree with your opinion.
- Feeling disloyal if you don’t comply to the group.
- Voicing your own opinion not second guessing.
- Thinking everyone agrees because no one stated different.
Are you being Influenced by Groupthink
If so, what are some of the signs you recognize that you notice? majority of the information we receive is toxic information. for example, news and social media, even music is impacting our minds and the information we receive. In return, results in decreased energy. how can you have better control over your thoughts, while gaining a more positive outlook on life? I would love to here from you.
This has been one of the most inspiring events of higher learning that I have been too. The Adult Education Literacy Program has been inspired by people like me who want to endure the quality of completing a Ged this program has been found for over 26 years and I am just thankful to be a part of so many people who are willing to change there life for the better. I had the chance to meet people from all regions of Georgia Technical Colleges. This is how life supposes to be full of positivity for a greater good. This is what allows me to keep going.
Remember “No age is too old to complete a GED or High School Diploma”. I just want to say thank you Columbus Technical College Adult Education Program for giving me the opportunity to have a second chance to complete my GED. I’m so excited that it gives me the fuel to keep inspiring others who think that there to old to obtain a GED. No worries because of Adult Education is here for you. Tell a friend to tell a friend school is the way to Go!!!