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Starting On August 31st I will be going on 40 Day Spiritual Journey. just know I’m ok and no social media or blog writing will be updated for 40days.
Knowing who I am created a magnificent person created by God. She begins exploring life and no longer wanted the life she chose. So, she decides to make a change for the better in her life not only for her children but for herself as a woman and a human being. she believed she owed it to herself that much. Knowing your worth and who you are should mean a lot to a person. she said, how long are you going to live your life as such? don’t you care about yourself?
Her life begin to change the more she grown to Christ. she begin experiencing visions and saying things to people. turning her words in to testimonies, writing blogs for God, even speaking prayer from her lips more and more each day. sometimes her mind races as her heart beats from what God allowed her to see.
She said, “I am not only encouraging others for a greater good. I am encouraging things in my own life as well”. She begin thinking about the saying “The more you recite it the better it will be” or “Try, try, and try again”.
so, the more she spoke great things in her life the better it became and the more she tried the better it became. she realized less of her and more of him (Christ). caring of ones needs but stern, some say mean, but proficient she say.
She realize who she was. her life became an ease of all the difficulties that she thought resided in her path. she said it seems to become like a task that is no more difficult to fight. she endures more strength, encouragement, and most of all Jesus love for her like no other. depending on others is no longer needed it’s an option that’s not required. speaking before knowing is no longer needed its granted with prayer. finance is no longer a struggle she is blessed with his grace daily.
She looked in the mirror and notice that their was a reflection of Demon telling her lies. She closed her eyes and replied, “I AM A CHILD OF GOD” and you no longer have any control over my life. I bind you up to the pits of “Hell” where you shall stay to the point of no returning over my life. I am blessed and my children will be blessed. In Jesus, name I pray Amen. Then she open her eyes and looked in the mirror again and she seen only a reflection of herself and stated, “I know who I am do you”?
God I just ask that you protect all minds, hearts, and spirit and cover anyone that maybe going through a rough or emotional time that have distracted them from being focus on what’s really important.
God I ask that you remove any negative energy or spirits that me floating in the atmosphere and surrounding your children causing them to see things that is not of you.
God I just ask that you bless those that may have been trying to feed themselves or their children or even looking for jobs that will better help them support themselves and others.
God I ask that you remove any sickness or Mental Health and clear all bodies with your purified glory, blessings and strength. Lord I ask that you give them peace and reassurance that everything will be alright in Jesus name I pray Amen.
Sometimes you have to pray for others even in the mist of your own storm. people don’t realize how bad somebody else has it until they hear their story. I’m willing to pray for anyone who need me to. Our father said take care of my children and I will take care of you and that is what I plan to do in Jesus name I pray Amen.
Isaiah 41:10 – So do not fear, for I am with you; do not be dismayed, for I am your God. I will strengthen you and help you; I will uphold you with my righteous right hand.
Comment down below I would love to hear from you and some of the things you do to manage your daily life.
What is causing the fear in your life?
According, to Merriam Webster, fear is a noun. known as an unpleasant often strong emotion caused by anticipation or awareness of danger.
Now my question to others why do we as people let fear consume us from completing our goals? there is no danger in wanting to do better in life. However, I can give you a couple of reason why we as individuals let anxiety get in the way of personal goals, business goals, or even career goals. I have experienced plenty of days of anxiety( stressful situations) not so much of fear (danger). we as individuals get so caught up in fear which distracts us from the work that God has planned for us to do. what is God plan for us beside born to live and die? It is too spread his love and grace all through the world with our special talents that he has blessed upon us and please do not say I do not have a special talent. because we are all creative in some form or fashion. you just have to find your niche and purpose for wanting more in life.
The devil (Lucifer) knows your reward is a blessing from God and will bring great things. so, his goal is to try to do anything to place fear, discomfort, bad thoughts, depression, anxiety, laziness, negative spirits, negative people in your life to confuse you and throw you off-balance of succeding in life. I have been through so much that I refuse to allow the devil to come in my life and disturb what God has planned for me. have you? I have been disrespected, talked about, ignored, taunted, and laugh at for the last time by the devil. He shall not have what God has for me and will not place fear, discomfort, bad thoughts, depression, anxiety, laziness, negative spirits, or negative people in my life.
I have noticed that life can take you as far as you are willing to go. even if you feel like why I have to work a bit hard than others to get were, I want to be in life or trying to be. never second guess yourself for wanting to improve your life for better. what God has for you is what was meant for you and not anyone else. we as people need to understand that every walk of life will not be the same. We all want to accomplish something in life, but we must realize that it needs to be done in order. I found out that planning, time management, consistency, or creating a vision board can be beneficial for me as well as meditation or prayer to relieve those stressful situations.
When you begin to embrace God in your life all those discomforting things seem to be replaced as a breeze in life. John 5:3,4 “Jesus never said that it would be easy”. so with great dedication and hard work learn to lean on God to help you maintain in life. For the people who have not gotten to this place in their life as of yet. I pray for all who may be experiencing this discomfort and send those bad thoughts, depression, anxiety, laziness, negative spirits, negative people back to the pits of hell where they belong. I pray that God comes into your life as he did mines and remove any negative thought or spirits and replace them with a clean spirit, happiness, hopefulness, encouragement, inspiration, motivation, strength, love and a powerful spirit for God, Jesus Christ, and the Holy Spirit.
I hope this article has encouraged you as much as it did when I was writing it. We all need that inspiration from someone other than ourselves. If I didn’t have the support from peers, family, and God. I don’t know where I would be today.