Cancer, Christian Testimony, life crisis


Hey Guys, today was my last chemotherapy and I must say all praise go to God. I could have not done it without him. I still have some treatments of internal and external radiation to complete but with great prayer and grace from God. I will get through this as I have with 6 chemotherapy treatments. since, my diagnose 5/8/2019. I have been dealing with stage 2B Cervical Cancer (CC). It has not been easy on a daily. It has been very difficult making my life impossible to endure but I manage to get through with the support system I do have. I am just praying for a speedy recovery for cancer free results in Jesus name I pray Amen. keep those prayers going for me.

“Change Me Oh Lord”

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Have You Let Fear Stop You From Accompishing Your Goals

What is causing the fear in your life?


According, to Merriam Webster, fear is a noun. known as an unpleasant often strong emotion caused by anticipation or awareness of danger.

Now my question to others why do we as people let fear consume us from completing our goals? there is no danger in wanting to do better in life. However, I can give you a couple of reason why we as individuals let anxiety get in the way of  personal goals, business goals, or even career goals. I have experienced plenty of days of anxiety( stressful situations) not so much of fear (danger).  we as individuals  get so caught up in fear which distracts us from the work that God has planned for us to do. what is God plan for us beside born to live and die? It is too spread his love and grace all through the world with our special talents that he has blessed upon us and please do not say I do not have a special talent. because we are all creative in some form or fashion. you just have to find your niche and purpose for wanting more in life.

The devil (Lucifer) knows your reward is a blessing from God and will bring great things. so, his goal is to try to do anything to place fear, discomfort, bad thoughts, depression, anxiety, laziness, negative spirits, negative people in your life to confuse you and throw you off-balance of succeding in life. I have been through so much that I refuse to allow the devil to come in my life and disturb what God has planned for me. have you? I have been disrespected, talked about, ignored, taunted, and laugh at for the last time by the devil. He shall not have what God has for me and will not place fear, discomfort, bad thoughts, depression, anxiety, laziness, negative spirits, or negative people in my life.

I have noticed that life can take you as far as you are willing to go. even if you feel like why I have to work a bit hard than others to get were, I want to be in life or trying to be. never second guess yourself for wanting to improve your life for better. what God has for you is what was meant for you and not anyone else. we as people need to understand that every walk of life will not be the same. We all want to accomplish something in life, but we must realize that it needs to be done in order. I found out that planning, time management, consistency, or creating a vision board can be beneficial for me as well as meditation or prayer to relieve those stressful situations.

When you begin to embrace God in your life all those discomforting things seem to be replaced as a breeze in life. John 5:3,4 “Jesus never said that it would be easy”. so with great dedication and hard work learn to lean on God to help you maintain in life.  For the people who have not gotten to this place in their life as of yet. I pray for all who may be experiencing this discomfort and send those bad thoughts, depression, anxiety, laziness, negative spirits, negative people back to the pits of hell where they belong. I pray that God comes into your life as he did mines and remove any negative thought or spirits and replace them with a clean spirit, happiness, hopefulness, encouragement, inspiration, motivation, strength, love and a powerful spirit for God, Jesus Christ, and the Holy Spirit.

I hope this article has encouraged you as much as it did when I was writing it. We all need that inspiration from someone other than ourselves. If I didn’t have the support from peers, family, and God. I don’t know where I would be today.



Daily Inspiration, life crisis, motivation

Identity Declaration

Realizing that you are no longer the person you were. The more you read the Bible the more it begins to speak to you and you start to believe what the Bible says about you. God promise concerning and you shall receive faith. Please acknowledge that we make mistakes but we have to realize that you must learn from them as well. If, you believe the word of God, then you shall become what God chose you to be. You will do what he says, and when he says trust I have learned. Know that you can do it and receive what he wants you to have just like I have but you must believe.🙌😊

Do you believe in God? I do, and I have been raised around in the ⛪ since I was a little child.

Do you allow yourself to put God first? I do I ask god to give me more of him and less of me if I didn’t I wouldn’t be where I am today🙌. That’s another story big finally coming soon “Reconciled & Renewed” eBook.

Do you believe in yourself? Of course, I do if we don’t believe in our self who will It starts with self-preservation. Don’t allow on anyone to label who you are before you do.

Do you believe you have a future?  Of course, I do you always need to look for other opportunities to advance and improve a better you.

Does your past make sense with God’s truth? I can personally say that I have learned and I refuse to learn any other way but God’s way being disobedient you will pay a price.


Your beliefs must align with God’s words. You must believe in yourself first. The confidence of God’s word teaches us to fight no matter how hard it may be.

Remember doors open then Improvement take place.

Be Blessed Peace Love & Joy

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Life is not always fair, but GOD is always FAITHFUL


Have you been so stressed and unhappy lately? Thinking about all the things that have been going wrong instead of reflecting on what you have been going right? Being overwhelmed or having second thoughts on your life?



In life we need to reflect on the positive in our lives rather than the negative. If, so we would learn to enjoy life even during are most difficult times in life. I know my blog post are full of inspiration and motivation, but it also tells you ways to cope with life as you go through your difficult times. I’m relating from self-preservation because I know what it feels like to endure difficult times.

We as people must prepare and get ourselves in a state of mind where we are ready for anything. Meaning whatever mindset, you are in you must learn to live and be humble in any circumstance. life will not be easy you know God never said that it was. As our messiah he has been through everything we ever endured. He never said that we would not suffer and must compromise in life but what God did say is to enjoy life and overcome the battles of destruction with strength and courage to defeat any and everything that is not of God.

Here is a little humor for you have you ever heard, and I quote “What Don’t Kill You Will Only Make You Stronger” unquote we must be strong life is full of obstacles but by having grace we will defeat all things in Jesus name.

I would like to share something with you all on how I overcame circumstances of overwhelmed in my life of being a mother and a wife, you must do so many things vice versa with the fathers. As mother we want to have our cake and eat it to figuratively speaking I know how women are because I’m one but as nurtures and even providers to my single mother and fathers we want are freedom sometimes. However, we must obey and abide by our family and marriage first haveing to much freedom from your family and duties as a parent can lead you off track and overwhelmed with

        Daily routine as a Parent

  • Get the kids up in the morning
  • Take the children to school
  • Go to work yourself
  • Work an 8 to 5 shift
  • Pick the kids up from school or daycare and help with their homework
  • Pick up groceries and prepare dinner so the husband can eat & take a lunch
  • Study for your exam because you went back to school after having a midlife crisis
  • Prepare everyone for bedtime, iron school clothes for next day and you’re still awake because you must clean the kitchen.

I remember when I had to make a choice either continue roaming town as a single woman because I wanted independent freedom or change my life and focus on my children and my marriage. I know we tend to get frustrated and want to give up, but I just want to let you know that my God is an Awesome God oh yes, he is, and we must learn to choose to be happy through the good and bad days even if our hair stick on top of are head when we take the kids to school or forget are car keys in the house trying to get the kids to school. I want you to know that God never put more on you than you can bear look at it as your wake up call from heaven.

If you ever feel overwhelmed just pray to Our Father God and ask him to remove your burdens just like Paul in the bible did basically he had to learn to be humble. In addition, Paul realized he had to make the best of whatever it was that he would face in life.

When we allow our self to be humble we begin to appreciate God more through all the battles in our lives. You start to find yourself indulging into God more than ever embracing and praising him on a daily.

Remember he who strengthens me from any circumstance I withhold: I am self-sufficient and Christ sufficiency]” (Philippines 4:11-13).


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Inspiration on Sunday Best

Don’t be afraid stand tall raise your hands to the sky and allow GOD to in steal all his grace upon you with all mercy in Jesus name. Get ready to receive something that you never felt. I’m calling the angles down from heaven to surround you with pure understanding whatever you may be facing. GOD is in place and lining up his soldiers for battle. I come to you on this glorious Sunday and yes glorious because you are alive to see another day, breathe another day, be with your children and family another day in Jesus name. I come to you today for peace and understanding strength and courage to maintain things that you no longer understand. Raise your hands high and praise GOD thank him for everything in your life acknowledge the father because without him we are nothing.



Jesus performed many miracles, so I come to you today in jesus name to pray over our nation and anybody that may need some help with finance or health I want you to know Jesus is always on time. Jesus reached out an touched a man. “I am willing he said”. “Be Clean” Immediately he was cleansed of his leprosy.

Then Jesus said to him “see that you don’t tell anyone. But go, show yourself to the priest and offer the gift Moses command as a testimony to them” Matthew 8: 2-4


GOD already know what you are experiencing allow yourself to put it all in his hands he will never forsake the day will get better just gotta have faith lord have mercy on our souls.

P.S. I just wanted my Christian Disciples to know the devil did not want me to deliver this message this morning it took my computer 2 hours to upload windows crashing one after another. I tried to pull up word it kept crashing duplicating repeatedly. But I stayed calm and rebuke that spirit back to the pits of hell. I proceeded to reboot the laptop and allowed it to take another 30 min to upload and my GOD it did this only allowed me to know that I was on the right path anytime you are doing something good be prepared for those unexpected obstacles that try to take place Thank you Lord.

Have a Bless Sunday luv Bugs

And remember GOD loves you and so do I

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Spiritual Fasting Without Knowing

Realizing there is a problem

when I started fasting the first time I didn’t even know I was. I simply wanted to change something that I thought was displeasing and unhealthy to me my belly baby fat. It has always been an issue with me since I had my children so quick to forget about oneself as time fly by raising kids. Now that they are born and growing up experiencing their own life. I’m still here stuck with this remaining weight not too much but so much that I notice I don’t want to hang around. Realizing that it is time to give up the fatty foods and indulge on some more healthier choices can I get an Amen lol. In addition, this can cause such a big impact on life and can be hard to deny without the right guidance, prayer, and faith. It is hard sometime to realize we have a problem with something and lack the knowledge to change it.

Weight loss Journey
Fasting without Knowing

Fasting Begin Without Knowing

I started to tell myself the only way I could become more healthier and come off blood pressure pills was to make a life change of eating healthy so, I begin to start with giving up fatty foods which we call are comfort foods. you know the ones that make us feel so warm inside and cozy you get my drift. I immediately cut out meats, bread, and sweets oh my that was so easy to say as I plan my journey of losing 20 lbs. but to do this I had to keep it consistently with  the grace of GOD to keep my mind focus on what was the real purpose why I really want to do this. The first week I ate cucumber salad and drunk green vegetable smoothies


snacks, grapes, oranges, apples and grapefruit with water to drink. I did this for a straight month the more I begin to do this my mind begin to be clearer than ever. I realize that I no longer woke up with migraines like the sun had landed in my bed and awaken me. the aching pain in my knees from lack of cartilage and nerve damage in my legs. so, I knew that there was a change in my health during this month because all the things that irritate me no longer existed. I continue with my diet plan. The more I did this routine I realize that GOD was paying attention to what I was doing. He begins to speak to me and I was able to hear him clearer than any time I ever had he begin to speak and tell me things which allowed me to fast.

In the Bible What to Do When Fasting 

2 Chronicles 20:3

When the nation was faced with disaster, Jehoshaphat called upon the people to get serious with GOD by going without food (fasting) for a designated time. By separating themselves from the daily routine of food preparation and eating, they could devote that extra time to considering their sin and praying to GOD for help. Hunger pangs would reinforce their feelings of penitence and remind them of their weakness and their dependence upon GOD. Fasting still can be helpful today as we seek God’s will in special situations.


“The gracious hand of our GOD is on everyone who look to him. 23 so we fasted and petitioned of our GOD about this, and he answered our prayer”.

I begin to reconcile and renew my life with praying for people more than I prayed for myself because I was no longer blind. I begin to see flesh in a different way. I must say some people would have been scared out of their minds, but I wasn’t the way it was presented to me was not in a threatening way more of my child I want you to slow down and really pay attention to what’s in front of you and acknowledge who and what it is do not be misled the enemy come in all kind of disguise.



Fasting humbled them because going without food was a reminder of their completed dependence of GOD fasting also gave them more time to pray and meditate on GOD. Too often we pray and superficially serious prayer, by contrast, requires concentration It puts us in serious prayer we reduce GOD to a quick service, pharmacist with painkillers for our every need.

After this transformation I begin to knell more than ever and praise my GOD for the things he has bless me with and still to this day. Always remember that GOD does things for us to wake up and pay attention even when we don’t even realize it until after.

Have a bless day luv bugs



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Discerned Faith & Truth

God has mold me into the person I was meant to be and allowing me to experience a renewed life. Which has completed me with pure faith oh my GOD is an awesome GOD. However, I just want to thank him on today not liked any other day is different but the moment I started this blog I new that I was going to be ok with experiencing myself biblically and learning to except what GOD has placed in me and it’s ok to share and express this renewed life. Who doesn’t want anyone to hear the word of GOD besides the non- believers and I’m praying that one day they will have a change of religion to receive GOD as our savior as well.
I have come to realize that accepting the truth can sometimes lead to feelings being heart and pain endured but to get closer to God you are going to experience somethings. Call this your leap of faith but don’t be naive learn from them. Don’t take the lesson and leave it in vain use it to elevate yourself higher. The enemy like that fact that people drink alcohol, drugs, clubbing and fleeing through the town with all kind of destruction manipulating, fornicating, lying, gossiping stealing killing etc. All of these are all displeasing to GOD don’t be misled. Kingdom comes without observation “observation” meaning you can’t see it sort of like being blind to the truth. Stop relying on human observation and put your faith in Jesus Christ he is the one to lead you, uplift you, guide you, and never will forsake you. Being spiritual has enlighten me to see everything for what it is. In the bible this would be call “discerned” to look beyond the physical (metaphysical) into the realm of the unseen. However, most people would get this confuse with assumption. Assumption is a thing that is accepted as true or as certain to happen, without proof.
The Truth is I have excepted these gifts of the holy spirit and learn to use them as a tool to share the knowledge as it come to me to share my journey filled with motivation and inspiration. GOD is an almighty GOD I just wish that everyone would feel that way. The bible is like a living tool for us to utilize it while we live on earth. Have ever set down and read the whole bible? I know I haven’t but the more I read it the more knowledge I gain.

The displeasing things we do as humans the mistakes and destruction are all in the bible to warn us to keep such things from happening. call this his wisdom biblically speaking, in the human form intuition. GOD did not die on the cross for his people to suffer in vain we all no that he died for our sins so, why continue to do things that are displeasing in the eyes of the lord. I know I’m not perfect, but my GOD learn from your mistakes and lead by example don’t allow your mistakes to keep occurring. Failure is not permanant act if, that’s the case GOD would have not created “CHANGE” the act of instance of making or becoming different. We all can understand something immediately and we all have choices to choose if we want to except change. I come here today and ask you to do something for yourself and change something in your life that you no longer like about yourself that is displeasing in GOD eyes.

As I lead us in to prayer feel free to join me👇

Dear heavenly, father as I come to you today and ask of you to clear all minds and hearts and for feel these individuals that come to you on this glories day and allow them to change the things that are not pleasing to you GOD our heavenly father and give them the understanding to know that its ok to be different and rebuke anything that is not of you my lord in Jesus name I pray Amen.
If your feeling like you can no longer deal with things in your life anymore I’m always here to provide courage, positive inspiration, motivation,and prayer.

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P.S Don’t allow the enemy to drop in and turn you 👈 while you are 👉 right. Start realizing that the only way you can be for certain about something is to apply yourself and take necessary steps on gaining change till next time.
Have a Bless Day Luv Bugs💋